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Puppy

Every morning
I roll these bones out of bed
And you greet me with awe,
That I am moving
And you are happy to see me
And I ruffle your ears
You sneeze
I put you outside for a piddle
And you come running right back because you miss me
And I go into the shower
And you lay down outside the door
Waiting
I get dressed, put on makeup, brush my teeth
Then feed you
All the while, there are belly rubs, and I kiss your forehead

And then I leave for work.

I miss you
But my focus is on a computer screen
Fingers on the keyboard tapping wildly
I look down
And one of your hairs on my sweater
I pick it off and drop it to the floor
Like you don’t matter
But that simply isn’t true
I can’t feed you or me without this work
I would much prefer to be home
Take you for a walk
A run, play and jump and nap
I am stuck in monitor glow and forget
You are home by yourself
Sitting by the front door waiting for me

For eight and a half hours you are alone.

And we repeat this madness everyday
For five days straight
And I hate every minute being away from you
Leaving you behind
And alone
And I can’t help calculating that
Your short-short life will last 13-years
If we are lucky
You will have 4,745 days to your life
And I will spend 3,250 of them working
But I will love you for every minute
And you will love me
And every day when I come home
You will be overjoyed to see me
And I will return the same love to you

Because you are my puppy.


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