7/30 (lol) things are so new anything could ruin them. so, recklessly, I carry matches, a torch // a flame and try to keep it from igniting everything. I imagine bonfires // I imagine their absence. I try to let that which wants to burn do so without my direction. I'm not certain what to call this: destruction, sure, if I let it be. Or, in a truer sense, warmth
“And you,” returned the prisoner, “who bade me to ask to see you; you, who, when I did ask to see you, came here promising a world of confidence; how is it that, nevertheless, it is you who are silent, leaving it for me to speak? Since, then, we both wear masks, either let us both retain them or put them aside together.” -Alexandre Dumas, The Man in the Iron Mask In the interim Cooler heads prevail We step down from the ledges Count enough sheep that we drift off The things we should have said Keep folded in back pockets Long enough for the ink to fade Like it didn't happen Though it once was a bone in the throat Sometimes the wrong kind of swallow brings the ragged raw to the surface Those days we salt our own wounds. We swear one moment if it feels like this we will not eat again And in the next can not believe we have ever felt so hungry